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belonged to. Somehow, I knew it was my own body. The brain looked like about one hundred small
spheres of light, grouped in the shape of a human brain. Each sphere had a different brightness. I noticed
that four particular spheres were shining brighter than the rest, and I knew they had been cut off from the
other spheres. Using my mind tools, I worked for about 10 minutes adjusting neural pathways,
"rewiring," and manipulating energy. Then I recharged the four spheres with energy. Next, I programmed
the brain so that it would use different neurological connections and make automatic adjustments! I was a
psychic healer in my sleep!
Satisfied with my work, I left. I approached a second brain and followed the same process. I rewired,
transferred energy, then programmed the brain to aid in the healing process. After I was finished with the
second brain, I worked on a third and then a fourth.
The fifth brain was a much more difficult case. As I approached the brain, I could tell that it belonged to
a forty- year-old woman with dark hair. Like the others, she had some physical problem and I sensed
many damaged parts of her body.
I went through the same sort of procedure. I looked at the brain and saw many messed up spheres. I
sensed that she had stopped using certain parts of her brain until she had lost the use of these spheres. I
pulled myself very close to those spheres as if I were looking through a magnifying glass, and began to
work. I worked for about an hour on her, "rewiring" and opening pathways. I transferred a lot of energy
to her. My energy spread throughout her body, healing as much damage as possible. Then I spent a long
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time programming her brain to heal her body. As I left, her body and brain were both busy with the
healing process.
As I approached a sixth brain, the observing part of my psyche began to gain more control. As this
happened, I was poured like a liquid into my body. As I came to, I was in complete awe. I looked at my
clock and saw it was 2:00am. I went over the experience several times in my mind so I would not forget.
Then I drifted off toward sleep.
At once, I saw another brain. Then my subconscious realized that "I" was consciously tagging along
again. It quickly went back to my body and I woke up again. I dozed off again and this time I was out
cold. My subconscious didn't take me along this time. The next memory I have is of dreaming sometime
later in the night.
This OBE taught me many things. It taught me that sleep is not "idle" or "wasted" time. It taught me the
importance of helping people, and the importance of work. It was a humbling experience; It gave me a
great reverence toward my higher self.
Some portion of our psyche leaves our bodies whether we like it or not, and devotes a great deal of time
and energy to astral work. Perhaps sleep is necessary to our survival and sanity because we need this
subconscious astral activity. It's up to us to choose whether to be conscious and learn from the
experience, or to remain unaware.
EXERCISE 15
Moving the Pinpoint of Consciousness
I've used this exercise to escape my body a few times. It can also induce other weird but harmless effects.
Close your eyes and spend a few minutes relaxing as completely as you can and clearing your mind of all
worries and idle thoughts. Then spend a few minutes trying to decide where your consciousness is seated.
Is your consciousness in the center of your head, or perhaps somewhere between the eyes? Wherever it
is, visualize a tiny pinpoint of light at that point. You don't have to be exact about the location.
If you're not comfortable with where you have visualized the pinpoint of light, move it until you are
comfortable with it. Spend a few minutes visualizing that pinpoint of light as clearly as you can. Try to
shrink your awareness until you are only aware of your head. Then shrink your awareness even further,
so that you can't feel anything except that pinpoint of light.
Next, visualize the point of light slowly moving down toward the base of the brain, where the cerebellum
is. Move it about four inches down, then slowly move it back to its original position.
Repeat this visualization several times. This visualization can induce the vibrations and get you out of
your body.
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CHAPTER 16
To Believe
The "Brain Fixing" incident taught me an important lesson. When I was trying to prove my experiences
were "real," I had problems achieving my goals and I was usually disappointed. When I just let myself
flow with the experience, I had fun and I felt good about the experience. Suddenly I realized that I didn't
need to prove anything to anyone. There truly is a higher purpose to our experiences, whether in the body
or out. All that matters is that we believe in the magic within us and trust that we will be guided to what
is best for us.
I never did make it to LD's house in a fully-conscious OBE, but I had some close calls. For instance, on
October 4, 1981, after a fully-conscious OBE (#51) had ended, I entered a semiconscious dream state in
which I was at LD's apartment. I took note of several details, including a pile of clothes I saw sitting on a
bed. After I described the experience to her, she said it sounded "actually quite like our apartment.
Especially the part about the clothes. I had done wash and put them on the extra bed." Eventually LD
changed jobs and I lost contact with her.
Since I made the decision to "go with the flow," I haven't been disappointed. My goal--to make my
presence known during an OBE--also came with time and patience. In 1985, I had the following OBE
during which my roommate, JH, was aware of my presence.
09/07/85 Sat - OBE #116
JH [my roommate] and I were discussing OBE last night until 2:00am after watching a
horror movie on television. We both decided to try having OBEs, and we agreed that if
either had an OBE, he would try to contact the other in the OBE state....
I first woke up at around 7:20am, and I thought about trying to have an OBE. I was very
tired, and fell asleep before I had a chance to try.
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